Welcome to My World

This is where I get to give my opinions to the world, but keeping a bit quite to those around me.
A place where I can discuss my views on the Path I have taken and what I have learned.
Where I can choose to discuss the news, or politics and not listen to an argument because of it. (If I see fit.)
Simply discussing what is going on in my life, where I can read it ... or anyone else can ... figure it out & correct it.
Or where I can just jabber, talk, vent, or blow up ... basically get all the positive or negative off my chest.
This is where I can put some of it ... simply because I opted to do so.

I am a Mother. I am a Military Wife.
I am a Sibling. I am Friend.
I am a Military Brat. I am a Pagan.
I am those, but I am by far much more than simple phrases and words. I am a person with emotions. Expand upon those & you will find a person who is not perfect.
moon phases |
I want a job, I really do. I have a resume & have done so many appicaplication, as well as searched so many places. But I have hit a point where I am sick of it. What is the point of keep doing this & doing this over & over ... for what? Nothing??? I have better things to do ... my therepist, varoius dr appoints, watch myself go completely freaking nuts! After all that’s what is going to happen.
Bitch & complain ... whaaa boo hoo. Get over it. Only problem is, I have been trying to find a job since before I had my stroke. Now you figure for well over a year & no one has hired me, that should tell me something huh? Pretty sad seeing that I have seen individuals who look like they have walked from what looks like cleaning up or gardening & get hired ...
I get ready for an interview, dress properly, have my resume with me & ready to answer the questions ... usually walk away w/ out a job. I have tried everything from a-z & right now I am just so sick of it.
My husband tells me it will take some time, just relax & know that eventually I will get a job ... when? I have been trying for over a year ... good thing I am not a phsycho, cause this would push me over the edge. Right now I am just tried of it.
"We will call you back." "You are not what we are looking for." "We need someone who can come in at any time." "Thank you for your time." Basically we are here to waste your time but you are not what we are looking for. After all what all do I need to do? Cause thanks to my body, school is not really an options for me right not, mainly because my mind cannot keep the information that it is suppose to. Lovely & fun, but I can still do what I had already knew before.
I guess you cannot say I am quitting ... but damn I am I really annoyed. I guess I just have to jump & down and have a hissy fit to get a paying job. After all I have tried everything but it hasn’t worked.